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"Another aeroplane, another sunny place, I’m lucky I know, but I wanna go home." -Michael Buble

This is how I've been feeling quite a bit lately. While I love my university and the people I've met there, I've been feeling terribly homesick for weeks. Taking six classes, including ones at 8 a.m., was probably a bad idea. Especially considering how late I end up staying up (whether as a result of homework or insomnia) and how busy most of my days seem to be. I've been feeling pretty overwhelmed trying to balance everything in my life lately, and I just wanted to come home, relax, and not worry about college things (even though I had to bring every single textbook home with me).

My dumb anxiety has been getting the better of me again. I don't know how I'm going to feel on Sunday when I have to drive back to Ohio. Don't get me wrong, I miss my friends at Cedarville a lot, and I'm super excited for all of the things we have planned, but I wish I could stay here at home a little bit longer. I've missed my family more than I ever thought I could. And I am beyond excited to see my best friends this weekend. Not to mention that it's going to be awesome going to my own church Sunday morning.

I guess we'll see how things go in the future. Until then, I'll have to just trust that God knows what He's doing. He always does. 

So until next time...